About Me
self proclaimed artist by nature(in denial of truth)
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today's officially the last day of my job... it was supposed to be my final day of work last wednesday but i was called to replaced my friend today... so yes... i've been going through the vicious torture and the agonizing pain of my supervisor again... so i said earlier that it feels kinda odd without her nagging... i'm taking back my words for sure... she's such a meanie that i do not ever wanna work with her anymore... unless they increase my pay as a fee for going through all the hel' moments... and the thing is... mom told me to just 'swallow' it and not complain about it to the head the next time when they call me for work and that if i do not want to... cos' in the future who knows i might bump into her for certain occasions or certain events... i do not know... but no one can tell what is about to happen in the future... so it'll be wiser to just leave it... put the past behind but how can u just let it be when someone did horrid things upon u? she practically tortured me physically and mentally... well more to mentality wise... because every word she said is thus rather sharp and this annoys and irritates ur wellbeing even more... at some point of time it just made me wonder what will actually happen if i just slap her with my five fingers right across her face in the public and shout it back at her for treating me this way... of cos' i wasn't the only victim of this vicious attacker... my poor helpless friend yoong was being attacked too... she bites at u at times during the day and when she's got no nagging to do througout the day she'll snapped at u some time later... like what is wrong with her man? i know u're not in a mood but what has ur pathetic mood gotta do with other ppl's mood? huh?? tell me what link do u see in treating others to be like u? is it right to attack others when u're being attack by the head? is it right to snap at ppl and thinks that u're right... and when u found out that u were indeed in a wrong u just laugh it off and never ever try to appologise? is it so difficult for u to utter the word 'sorry it was my mistake' to someone who's working under u? is it? is it so difficult to control ur mood and not influence others instead? is it so difficult to just shut up when u're not in the mood rather then scolding directing ppl to do stuffs that they needn't do so? oh and u know what? after she realised it was in fact her blady mistake... she instantaneously became nicer to u... like what the heck? what an idert man... i shall forgive her because i am nice... puuuuiiiiiiiiiiiii i hate her sooooo much!!!~ why should i be nice when being nice makes ppl step over u? why should i be nice when being nice makes ppl think that u're too friendly to be angry over anything? why should i be nice when ppl take advantage over u? why should i be nice when being nice others show no appreciation? i felt unappreciated at times in fact at most times i feel unappreciated... all the nice things that i had done... they receive it... and that's it... no words of appreciation not one word of thank you... no one ever remembers u for being nice... but they will remember u if u're a evil mean person... that is why evil ppl tend to survive and twas became famous while many of the nice ppl remain hidden from acknowlegement... i shall be a meanie from today onwards... since being a meanie... u get everything u want... power power and more power... but ppl will start hating u... but who cares they hate u yet they will respect u rather than being nice and taken advantage of without any respect at all... tell me what to do... mean or not to be? i hate my supervisor* arrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhh class resumes on monday... sien Labels: Studies-Work-Frust-$ mun [
11:53 PM ]
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aiyah dont be a meanie! no, mun, no!!! i suppose in certain situations u have to stand up for urself, but in a mature manner ahh, not by slappin and shouting bad words hehe and your mum is right! you never knw when u'll meet her again.
and baKA i never see u online anymore.. dont u love meeE?
oh like that la...mun you blocked me too!!! how can? all our years of friendship...*sob*
oh erm don't be mean...not too mean. hahahaha...
but she's such a meanie!!!~ felt like slapping her... grrrr... no lah how can i block u guys... i just appear under offline ho ho ho!!!~ will be onlining soon lah aiyoh ppl busy earning money mah hahahaha
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