About Me
self proclaimed artist by nature(in denial of truth)
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at the end of every semester i sighs... at the end of every finals i sighs... and yet till my vey last sem to mark the end of my student life... i still do not learn to start working on things ahead of time... if i do... i'll be much prepared for my finals... if i do... i'll be much prepared for my assignments... if i do... i'll be much prepared for my thesis... if i do... i would not be sighing here right now... i would not be blaming every bits of unforturnate events that comes upon my way... today's paper... killer shit... not to say yesterday's paper was any better... le sigh... they knew it was a killer paper yet they had to put the freaking paper at freaking 10am after my previous paper yesterday which was also at freaking 10am... how do u expect a person to remember so much content in such a short time? how do u expect a person to understand every articles in such a short time? how do u expect a person to do his/her own research for wider reading to obtain more to extract important bits and to compare an author's/researcher's work from another in such a short time? worst of all... with such subject why don't they just freaking publish a general textbook out of it... rather than relying on findings through "wider" readings from books, magazines, journals, articles... etc etc etc... "oh noooooo we don't have textbooks relating to this subject because... this subject has no guidelines or standard syllabus to follow... because global management practices varies between countries and cultures, it changes, it reforms, its transformation from the past decades to present... hence this subject enables students to use their critical thinking, to have discretion of broad ideas, to be able to evaluate and ripped the pros and cons of each business system of different countries, to be able to identify the converging practices one country adopts from another, to be able to carry out constant research, to be informationally updated by reading current issues of the changing business practices/management in the dynamic business environment... yadda yaddaa yaddaa..." and the list goes on... i do not regret taking this subject cos it does increase my management knowledge which in my field it serves well to be updated... this subject has not standard theories, we study what other researchers have done and compare the findings of one from the other... there is no right or wrong, hence if u don't read more... what u wrote which may seem true happened in the past 2 years to support ur current info could be wrong due to later findings from the extensive current researchs arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh too late to regret now... should've enrolled other subjects and attended this lecture on leisure basis... okay i'm miserable and moodless right now... i don't know what the heck i typed... but my point is... i can't blame anyone or the situation that i am in now because i chose not to start reading/studying/researching/camping in library/interacting with books-magazines-articles during the start of the semester when every single lecture the lecturer reminds us to do so "or u won't cope cos lack of materials lack of supportive ideas limited scope... bla bla bla..." so yeah... gotta save up cash... work part time to prepare for the worst case of scenario in august =*( oh and u know what? i've just realised that... to mark the end of ur student life... ur stationeries ends its user-life... one of my pens ran out of ink last week... so i replaced it with 2 new ones, my pink highlighter ran out of ink on friday... followed by one of my liquid on saturday, my yellow highlighter yesterday... and today... while doing my exam... after liquiding 3 words... my 2nd liquid ran out... along with one of my new pens running low in ink too... don't know why... fuck man... and to make matters worst... the examiners have no liquid with them... my lecturer came up to me and told me "don't worry just do the cancelling, u won't lose marks because of it" le sigh... past 15minutes during the start of the paper... i only managed to write a miserable 1/4 of the page... i looked up turn to my left turn to my right... many of them almost completed till the end of the 1st page... like WTF??? past 15minutes and they can write so much in such a short span? i panic and forgot what i studied... disaster... doom... baka me... never ever look anywhere during exams... so i tried writing... nonsence came out can't liquid... at the end my essay's in a mess it's not structured properly nor it was organized in a well mannered way... much cancelling of words were done... and worst of all i only used 1 miserable booklet while many handed up 3 booklets... =*********************( Labels: Gloomy =( mun [
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awwwwwwwww...................dun stress so much about it............you`ll be fine.
THIS is why I don`t see you online anymore...............Come online soon..........got something I want to tell you...........
hahaha your subject sounds uber sucky!! there is no one textbook....have to read alot of materials....HOW CAN?!!?! sayang munnie dearie...
awww dont compare yourself to others! you can do it munnie, have more faith in yourself. and woo hoo! you're a free woman now! i still remember when i came back, you were still on hols. and now your sem is over. time REALLY flies ay...
awww thank you guys!!!~ i'm okay i guess... i mean there's nothing much i can do right now... hoping for the best
Hallo I absolutely adore your site. You have beautiful graphics I have ever seen.
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